July 2, 2007



June 29, 2007



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February 16, 2007



February 13, 2007

pray. yes, that’s what i said

wow, i’m bloggin it up lately! well for the few that read these i am writing this to ask for a favor.

the main problem in my life right now is my lack of self control. it may not seem like a big deal, but the fact that im going out and dinking, smoking cigarettes, staying out late, etc..is messing everything else up for me.

there seem to be many people who can do these things and still go to work, school or whatever. i, unfortunately, am not one of these people!! yet i still go out.

i know it seems simple, well just don’t do it, right? i am at the point where i just have no self control. i am deciding today that i am going to make a conscious effort to change this.

here’s what i really want you to hear: i need you guys to help me out. if you could pray for me that would be great. i know it seems a little corny, but i mean it. also, if you could also not ask me to hang out on weekdays and drink and all that jazz, that would be great too. your prayers, or thoughts or whatever would be much appreciated. thank you!:)

Orange County

January 14, 2007

Right now I’m watching Orange County, what a funny movie. Man, I am totally sick! I am sick all of the time, it seems, in one way or another. Sheesh. I went to the doctor the other day and he said all I had was a cold. This is far worse than a cold. I guess I have to go back tomorrow!:(

La ti da

Demitri:The Subject

January 11, 2007

From Yesterday

January 2, 2007

30 seconds to mars

Samantha’s Playlist

December 12, 2006

I made a lovely little playlist, enjoy!

Just click on this link:)
Samantha’s Playlist

You Only Live Once

November 13, 2006

People sure are silly, aren’t they? I think if getting older teaches you anything, it’s that if someone doesn’t like you or wants to bring you down you’ve got to ignore them. Not let it get to you. There are always going to be people who don’t like you. Can’t please everyone, right?

It’s kind of a parallel to the whole human nature thing..of us focusing on the negative, instead of the possitive. We all need to constantly remind ourselves to look at the good. So, these people don’t like you? What about all of the people who do.

I am so fortunate to have friends that love me and people who care. To those people who don’t love me, that’s perfectly fine. Just don’t bring your hate my way. Keep it to yourself. Know what I mean?

This world will tear you apart if you let it.

Sometimes I think I’ve let it get to me. But I need to remember who I AM. Because after all, I’m the only one who can save myself or let myself drown.

I choose to swim.